Lucilla Boutros
Thursday, July 21, 2011
I'm a virgin. can i still get pregnant?
We were naked but he didnt go in me and he said he didnt ejaculate?..how can i stop being paranoid? and it was my first time undressing too :/ im nervous
Will it count as a hit by pitch?
If the batter calls time and is awarded it, but the pitcher is looking at the runner on second and then pitches it and hits the batter, will it count or not? I'm thinking it wouldn't but I'm not sure.
What did I do wrong? How can I set it straight?
Me and my boyfriend had been together 11 months this month and had been very close since 2009. I see him as my best friend but he's very stubborn and independent. He lives alone where he works and I live an hour and a half away. He drives, I'm learning to. I see him every other weekend, sometimes not as often sometimes more often (depends how busy we are). I just spent this weekend round his house and I knew he was angry but didn't know why (there's no point talking to him about it, he just needs space). He didnt give me a single cuddle or kiss and then last night i was crying for a few hours and he ignored me. Then, he woke me up by trying to have sex with me. I didnt want it because 1) I wasn't in the mood and 2) I didn't want to because he hadn't been nice to me the whole weekend so I just wanted to cuddle and make up. He kept grabbing my hands really tight and I was trying to fight him off saying I didn't want it and every so often he gave up only to start trying again a few minutes later. I kept saying no and asking to cuddle to try sort things out but he wouldn't. We then fell asleep again and I woke up to him undressing me and I kept saying no until eventually I gave up because no one would have sex with someone they were really angry with.. But I was wrong. I thought him wanting sex meant he was feeling a bit better and so I let him but then asked for a cuddle afterwards but he wouldn't give me one still. Anyway, he dropped me off home today and sent me a text telling me to leave him alone because it wasn't going to work. He spent every penny he had putting fuel into his car to come see me. I offered to pay half and then in a month or so everything would change once I'd passed my test cos I'll pay a lot to see him too. He said it's not just money it's 'me'. I don't know what to do or what's going on? How can I get him back? I know people will tell me I'm better off without but I'm sure there's two sides to every story... I just don't know his. Help please?!
I had a semi-black out from the sun heat?
A few years ago, I was in Sea World waiting in line for a rollercoaster. It was intensely hot and I was surrounded by a lot of people. Anyways, for about 5 minutes, I started losing my eyesight, like, everything started fading out to black until all I could see was pitch black. I could barely hear anything and I had to be taken out of the line cause I almost fell. It was sort of how I felt before the time I fainted from donating blood. Anyways, what was it, and what could have caused it?
A boi im gud matez with pushed me on a wall and held me there du u fink its abuse ?
im not sure we were walking people around i had a skirt and tights on he pushed me on the wall and held me there with his arm i told him to stop he was onli joking around but do u think its abusee :S
Why do i fink of ways to hurt meself all day every day but dont want to kill meself or have help from any 1?
i want me life back i dnt knw why but iv turned into some 1 im not, iv never laid a finger on any 1 and never would im to soft but why do i allways hurt meself and why does it make me feel better, im embarased to tel my mum as she might hate me, but wen i cut meself i feel happy and relieved , does this mean im depressed or fed up or am i just goin through a rough patch, i carnt tel me gp as il get sectiond, he doesnt knw that iv been taking large ammounts of morphine and codiene as it seems to calm me down advice ??? no sarcastic comments
Great films for me to watch and study?
I'm pretty sure the movie 'Eraserhead' is something along those lines. It's like a psychological horror/suspense movie that film students are always trying to decode, it has lots of hidden meaning. Anyway, good luck! Hope I helped a bit.
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