I'm really self conscious of my vagina and the way it looks.?

This may sound horrible to you, but I hate my vagina because of lots of things. I hate it the most out of anything and I would do ANYTHING to change it.. My labia minora is really big, and looks a kind of blue colour. It doesn't really smell. But I don't know what to do, I really don't feel normal.. And I don't want boys to touch it or anything yet because I'm scared they'll laugh or something. I'm really embarrassed of it and I hate being just in pants because there's this bulge coming out. If any boys are reading this could you just answer.. If you were about to have sex with someone and she got undressed and you saw this vagina which was kinda blue-ish and the labia was really big like hanging down about half an inch, would you be put off? :/ thank youxx