Thursday, July 14, 2011
I'm a Black girl & I'm tired of being single, should I settle and date guys I'm not into?
I'm 23 years old, and I've only kissed guys, never sex or nothing else. I feel awkward about this, but a lot of men like me. that's not my problems. My problem is that I like men who don't live around me and the men who do live around me aren't good. I live in an area that is heavily White Caucasian. Where I work is mostly White people, but its country. The White men look at me like I'm some Black skank, like they just want to undress me & I feel it so awkward, even when they're with their wives and they flirt and I feel weird about it. They don't want a real relationship with me I know. I rarely see White men dating Black women here, but sex happens. I know a girl who dated a White man for 7 months and they had sex and things were good and she found out through another friend that he was married with kids. I was so turned d off, but it is almost expected because that's what guys do. He thought she wouldn't know because she lives in the "Black" areas of town away from his family. The Black men in here areas aren't good to date even! They are mostly thugs and low lives. Many sell drugs and live in the projects, and I don't want to be a single mother. Its a very poverty stricken area where most Black people live in town and there's only few of us there. My dating options are so low here, most of the guys are not worth the time. I want to date a cute hispanic guy. One who speaks Spanish, and is tall, nice, handsome.. I see those types in movies and always saw myself with one, they are constantly on my mind.
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